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    Tuesday, December 08, 2009


    It's finally a Tuesday where I can stay at home and relax, but it ain't really relaxing because I realised that there's so many chores that I have to do :(

    Here's an unconfirmed itinerary for the day which I would have to follow closely to.

    10am - Find something to bake since I haven't baked in like 10 years? Cheesecake, banana cake, pandan cake? But dearie's going back to camp and he's not here to eat my failed cakes! =X

    10.30am - Wash my car. But then I went to check the weather report and it says "Showers with thunder mainly over northern and western Singapore in the afternoon." Ok car-washing idea scratched, even though my car is like so disgusting now!

    So erm,

    10am - Research on what to bake, and bathe.

    10.45am - Go to Giant. Buy my baking stuff, bread for lunch, 3 big packets of 3-in-1 Owl tea that will last me for 4 months! Oh yes, defrost my garlic spread too.

    11.15am - Drive to Serene Centre to return Mummy's DVDs.

    11.30am - Tempted to go to Coronation and finally settle my UOB account opening, debit/credit card stuff. Yes I totally want a UOB card because it has so many deals, discounts and eating priviledges that are so hard to resist omg.

    12.30pm - Reach home, make garlic bread for lunch. Take out butter to melt for baking later on.

    1.15pm - Pack my really messy bags, and table.

    1.30pm - Watch more Su You Peng videos, Hannah Montana or Wizards of Waverly place on tudou.com until my butter is soft enough for baking.

    2.30pm - Bake! Most likely banana chiffon cake, maybe because I haven't made it before! Got to remember to buy bananas then! And hopefully the thunderstorm comes then because I love baking with thunderstorms too it makes me feel warm haha :)

    4.30pm - Lie in bed and watch some TV, try to sleep. Hopefully the contractor will be done removing my tiles then. Mum said it's going to be a really messy job *sighs*

    5pm - Dinner!

    5.30pm - Slack time please. Play facebook, watch videos, stone, and feel extrememly guilty about not practicing my new drum song - I Don't Love You by My Chemical Romance.

    7pm - Leave for 2 hours of dance. Body Combat and Pop. Britney Spears's THREE! :)

    9.20pm - Get home and find dearie on MSN, pack notes for tomorrow and keep procrastinating about bathing.

    10pm onwards - Surf the web aimlessly, talk to dearie on the phone and SLEEP! Because TOMORROW, Kah Yee and I are so going to die. Lectures 12pm - 10pm. Good luck to us please!!!

    Alright! I feel a bit more positive now that I have planned out my stuff today! Before writing it all out I was feeling so pek chek because I was disorganized and really cranky! Now I have an aim!

    Which also reminds me that I've got to start my studying for finals real soon. *SIGHS* Got to start small, and expand! Maybe got to start studying in school on Tues, Thurs and Fri or something? I don't know? But just got to start before I keep dragging and the studying will just never happen!!!

    Goals for next year would be :

    Management Mathematics : A
    Elements of Social Psychology : B
    Auditing & Assurance : B
    Corporate Finance : C

    If I achieve this, SECOND UPPER CLASS would be coming my way! So I've got to gambatte and really put in effort for this argh! STRESS! Last 6 months as a student =( This is so upsetting!

    JULIA TAN, YOU GOT TO START STUDYING!!!

    EDIT 10.06pm

    P.S : Now that I'm in this SUYOUPENG CRAZE, I realised it's 8 dec today and it ALECSFRENS Birthday! Yep, the Singapore Suyoupeng fanclub which I was very enthu over like 5 years ago.

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHI PENG JIA ZU :) Muacks! ( and to NETTE NETTE too! )

    12/08/2009 09:50:00 AM

    Sunday, December 06, 2009


    This song is sung by the guy I used to love in his 2002 concert,

    and it means the most now to the guy I currently love :)


    好想好想和你在一起
    和你一起数天上的星星
    收集春天的细雨
    好想好想和你在一起
    听你诉说古老的故事
    细数你眼中的情意
    好想 好想 好想 好想
    好想好想和你在一起
    踏遍万水千山
    走遍海角天涯
    让每一个日子
    都串连成我们最美丽
    最美丽的回忆


    I never actually thought that one day, this song could bring back so many memories, and express how I really feel at this moment.

    In the past 9 years, Su You Peng has changed from

    this when I first idolized him, to


    this when I still loved him, to


    this, when I started ignoring him, and finally to


    now, when I've totally ignored him.


    But nonetheless, sometimes just digging up abit of the past would be pretty fun. My heart aches a little for the guy he is today, because I do miss that Su You Peng I was crazy over 9 years ago. I guess people change, and even though I may not love him so much today as I did in the past, I'm so thankful and happy, and a little embarrased at the same time, that I once loved him! I still do ok! And looking back at those past times really makes me nostalgic and it makes me want to go back to those times again! Argh~~!! I guess you can never understand how I feel unless you're YY, Trix or PY! Haha :)

    Su you peng I love you lots lots, even though I never show it anymore! I love you the most when I'm looking at your past videos though :) but I still miss all those times, a long, long time ago.

    Also to this special friend who thinks her abandoned blog is unread, even though I really don't know what you're talking about :(, and you refuse to tell me what's happening :(:(, but I love you still still and if there's anything you can always call me because I do want to be there like how you're always there for me when I rant!

    真情不需要伪装 患难中才见真章
    你是最爱的朋友 未来一起去闯
    有你有我有梦想 世界变得更宽广
    想飞的心没有人能挡

    I love you Friend A, and so does Friend B :) Stay strong!


    P.S : Feeling super nostalgic and this is making me super emo :( I miss Su You Peng, YY and I miss Friend A :(

    12/06/2009 10:26:00 PM

    Saturday, December 05, 2009


    Been absolutely busy this week! And it's going to be another busy week the coming week. On Wednesday, there's gonna be 9 hours of lecture from 12pm - 10pm. KILL ME PLEASE. By the end of the day, I'll be crawling back home!

    Anyway some photo updates in case you miss my pretty face on these days that I've been missing! :) And at the same time you can check out what I'm up to within a span of 48 hours!


    UOL BASH!

    Danced until I was sweating like crazy! Great exercise! And also realised I didn't take much photos...

    Jing An's 21st Birthday!





    Saw some super old school friends whom I haven't seen since I graudated from STC! But I had a super lack of sleep from clubbing the night before and hence wasn't in like super high spirits!

    14th Monthsary!


    Also celebrated my 14th Monthsary with Karl on the day we went to Zouk. It really wasn't much of a celebration actually. We headed to Vivo and shopped at Forever 21, and I bought like 2 dress & 1 top! Usually, we'll splurge on good food each anniversary, but this time round there just wasn't anything to eat at 4.30pm and time didn't permit for us to drive further ( because we had to head home at 6pm to prepare to go to zouk ) so we settled anniversary dinner at Food Republic with Laksa & Hokkien Mee! Haha :)

    dearie pong love! Taken before we left for Zouk.

    And I happened to chance across Bash pictures exactly one year ago I find myself so ugly please I want to kill myself. Especially my ugly old teeth!!!

    Someone can also honestly tell me in which picture I look fatter too? Haha!

    Then dearie pong was being really dumb, a few days ago he said he had a "surprise" for me and he refused to give it to me only till at like 8.15pm when we were in the car, and already very late to go to zouk! So I only managed to see it!



    According to him, there were actually stuff written in the stars and I had to unfold them one by one! ( He's actually being very evil. He wants to get back at me for I made him unfold the WRONG stars that he folded on KY's bday! )I haven't had the time to admire and unfold them and only remembered it today!

    Taking out the stars, and not all of them have words hor! So I had to unfold ALL and fold back like 7-8 of them which were blank!

    And these are those that had words :) And I'm going to type them all here so that I can read it whenever I want because I'll have to fold them ALLLLLL BACKKKK ( *groans* ) and I'm obviously not very enthu about folding, unfolding, folding, unfolding...

    If you think it's really too mushy please just skip this haha.

    1. To my one and only bao bei, Julia Tan,
    2. I told you that I will give you a surprise right?
    3. You like it? I guess you wouldn't be able to laminate this love letter anymore =X ( because I laminate all his other love letters haha! )
    4. For the past 1 year and 2 months, you have been yearning for a quarrel with me but it just didn't happen. The reason being because I love you too much already isn't it? =X
    5. Ok I will be more humble. It is because both of us are willing to give and take and always spared a thought for each other that's why we are still "quarrelless".
    6. I am very glad and thankful for having a girlfriend like my Baobei who is always so caring and thoughtful for me =)
    7. Thanks for not creating any problems for me and not giving me "headaches" and I really appreciate that from the bottom of my heart.
    8. I really hope things can stay this way all the time till we get married, have children, and till we both grow old with grey hair. =)
    9. I promise I will work hard and earn lots of money so that I can give you the grandest wedding which you had always wished.
    10. With lots of hugs and kisses, Karl Wang aka Dearie Pong. LOVE YOU DEEP DEEP MUACKZ.
    11. P.S : Those empty stars are for you to write your wishes on it and they will come true.

    And now I got to fold back all the stars~~!! ARGH SUPER LAZY! But nevertheless, thanks dearie pongggg :D You're loved too!~ :)

    And hopefully all of you have missed my long blog entries haha!

    XMAS & New Year's Eve is coming!!! December is seriously one hell of a busy month!



    12/05/2009 09:39:00 PM

    Tuesday, December 01, 2009


    I'm sorry I haven't had the time to blog! It's been a horrifyingly busy week and this will be continuing till next Monday!

    The last week was spent having a family gathering, celebrating Karl's dad's birthday, doing boring lifesaving stuff, lifesaving cohesion, gossiping with Jac & HG and lastly nursing my diarrhoea which I am proud to say has 99% healed along with the fever! :D I was jumping, screaming and laughing so much yesterday at cohesion it was great fun! Especially when HOT GUY MR A. was around :D

    In the upcoming days, there's going to be the UOL Bash @ Zouk, Jing An's 21st birthday, Nette's birthday, Ah Mah & Ah Kong's birthday... it feels like my December is so packed! Then towards the end of the month there's Xmas and New Year's and 2010 arrives... which also means...

    EXAMS!!!


    Argh kill me please! Disastrous!

    Before I think about what's going to happen tomorrow, and for the rest of the month, I'm going to jump in bed, have a good rest in front of the TV and slack my entire super hot afternoon away. It's been a long time since I stayed at home, and there's just one word to describe it - SHIOK!

    12/01/2009 03:57:00 PM

    Wednesday, November 25, 2009


    I like the way how pictures always capture a particular moment in time.


    Whenever I look at this, I don't know why but I actually feel so emotional that we look so happy together in this photo. It's really a sad kind of happiness, if you get what I mean.

    You know relationships are so hard to predict. One day, it may come flying in your direction and the next day they just leave without saying goodbye. And you know I may always think that I've met my prince charming, but I may just be wrong, maybe because one day he might walk away too, and all of these joyful smiles from these pictures might turn into nothing, but memories.

    I'm sorry I'm getting a little emotional here, but really, why do I always foolishly believe in fairytale endings when I am so certain that in reality, there're always the heartbreaks and disappointment.

    Yesterday I was lying in bed, looking at my dearie sleep on the mattress below. Through his pimply face, his really small eyes and crooked teeth that always turn into a miraculous smile, I could see the blissfulness surrounding but both of us. But really, how long is this all going to last before the cracks come seeping in and the foundations get a little too wobbly until one day it all crashes down and my whole world just literally crumbles into a million little pieces?

    I love my dearie so, but I think I'm losing a little faith today.

    Are all relationships going to be alike? Because if they are, I am not willing to get my heart broken, pieced back, and broken again. I wouldn't want such a vicious cycle to keep repeating itself to hurt my fragile heart. If that's the case, who needs guys? Who needs men when I'm a lady, a bloody independent woman.

    I really wish I could say I want to be with him till forever, because I really want to. But what's forever, when you can't even depict tomorrow?

    This is me, finally acknowledging hopelessness in my really smooth-sailing life. And, why?

    11/25/2009 09:55:00 PM

    Tuesday, November 24, 2009


    Body Combat is my most unfavourite dance lesson of the week because it's so bloody exhausting I feel so shagged I just want to die. However, I attend it because it's the most calorie burning, so if I want to lose weight, as they say, bo pian.


    And everytime I feel like I have no energy to punch, to kick, to uppercut, to jab, all I have to do is to think of a particular someone and all the evil things that happened, it gives me all the inspiration and motivation to punch and kick until no tomorrow. I want to see the bruises, the blood dripping and the painful look on the face, I think it makes my heart soar.

    I think I am so sadistic but whatever. At least now everything has been put to good use.

    Ha.Ha.

    11/24/2009 10:51:00 PM

    Monday, November 23, 2009


    Hello LADIES,

    I'll be doing a spree from http://www.cleocat-fashion.com/. The clothes there are pretty cheap as they're wholesale and you have to add $1.50 to each piece of clothing you buy for postage fees.

    If anyone is interested, please email me at chensijia@hotmail.com the direct link of the clothing you want, the quantity and the colour. I will be closing order by 11pm on 25 Nov, Wed.

    Eg. http://www.cleocat-fashion.com/product_info.php?cPath=67&products_id=4724 Qty : 1, Colour : Black.

    I need a minimum number of 15 pieces before I can buy so if I do not get that amount, the spree would have to be abandoned! But so far I have about 10 orders so I think I should be able to get 15. ( hopefully )

    Payment wise, I'll calculate the total amount for you and then you just have to i-bank me or pass me cash when you see me! Please also note that only direct friends of mine are allowed in this spree. I will not entertain any requests from friends of friends, or strangers. This is so as to make payment and meet ups more convenient.

    Yeps, that's about it! Any questions just ask me! :)

    Happy shopping!

    P.S : I know the clothes all look really nice on those skinny models. However, I cannot guarantee the texture and the size so please if you want to place your order, do think twice and not regret your decision later!

    11/23/2009 11:05:00 AM

    Princess




    Hello, my name is
    JULIA
    and
    I ♥ pink, laughter and insanity.
    I may look really nice,
    but one day, I just might
    TAKE OVER THE WORLD!


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